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Friday, January 28, 2011 @ 7:04 AM Anguish An emotion that swells your heart that leaves you feeling that if you took another breathe you might just sent it spluttering into its constitutions, bits of gore and muscles lying all over the floor. Sorrow An emotion that you endure, leaving you so empty, yet infinite at the same time. Nothing seems to go right nor left. Dear odie, it wouldnt seem right if i didnt let my feelings and thoughts run free would it? you left the house and never looked back. we hunted through the night and asked every stranger in sight. we shouted for you for nearly an hour every day. im not compalining, but perhaps just informing you, to come back. it was barely a month left to your decade old birthday. whenever it rains, my heart wrenches up like a maid trying to squeeze the remaining water left in a wet cloth. it is driving me up the walls. it is slowing chewing me out. surely. the house feels emptied out. the little ball of sunshine ceased to exist. i cant focus properly. its the uncertainty, of not knowing that is just tearing me bit by bit. are you out there? in a house being fed, passing by each day well in a sheltered area? or are you road kill. it's not... fair. there i said it. this world is disgusting. the way it works. Because humans just cant hope that only lousy poor situations that are the epitome of bad luck only happens to people who "Evil". sadly no. the world wants to be a freaking bitch. a major slutty whore. ): i do not want to deal with my emotions, i would like my dog back. should i tear my heart out from my chest to show how earnestly, how badly i want this to happen ? id rip it out, and hold it within my bare hands, in your face. squash it flat out in your face if you dare to trick me. ugh. i am not dealing. Odie come back. please (?) |
