deliciouslypsychedelicmuzik△
こんにちは人類、私はHaileyブログである
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Tuesday, June 7, 2011 @ 7:19 AM
It's pretty true. what do i want from life ? i ask what can life offer to me, but somehow i dont think about what i can give back to life itself. directionless, identity-less. who am i and what can i do to make this life work ? sheeesh, i need my younger sister to shoot me down. as if i havent been adding one plus one myself. yet i dont do anything about it. growing up. start finding something. be a better person. i dont want to conform to such stress, i cant handle it, but i need to do something about it. it's just so difficult sometimes, to handle life itself, its like im loosing my grip. but it's never too late for change huh ? i want to do so much more. fighting these sobs that shake and tremor me to my very core. i am no longer a child nor a youth, fun should not be for me. i have it good i know, i take it for granted, oh defense mechanisms how you have failed me. it's difficult.
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